If you're considering adoption, it's common to wonder if your child will resent you one day for this decision. While it's common, the thought of your child one day hating you for placing them for adoption is a terrifying one. It may even make you wonder if adoption is your best option. In fact, many birth parents find themselves wondering, "Will my child hate me for choosing adoption?"
When you're faced with an unplanned pregnancy, it might seem like everyone in your life becomes an expert and wants to tell you what to do. People who are unsupportive of adoption might say to you that your child will hate you for "giving them up." Because they don't understand how open adoption works and have a fear of the unknown, people might believe that adopted children grow up wondering about who their birth parents are and never finding a sense of self.
It is true that many children will grow up with questions about their heritage. "Where did I come from?" and "Why did my parents choose adoption?" are a couple of common questions. While these questions may linger, the more modern type of adoptions today means that people are more open about their reasons for choosing adoption. No longer do children have to wonder about a faceless, secret parent they have never met or heard of.
Benefits of Open Adoption
One of the biggest benefits of open adoption is the fact that so many adopted children grow up with the ability to know and contact their birth families. As a result, these children grow up knowing of their birth mothers, and maybe even communicating with them. Adoption isn't a secret any longer. It's talked about and celebrated in today's open adoptions. Because of this, fewer adopted children will experience resentment.
With open adoption, you can share your reasons for choosing adoption. The truth is that there are so many reasons you have selected this option, and you may realize that there were many more reasons than you imagined when you initially made the decision. Those reasons may include:
- Financial concerns about raising a child
- Desire to attend college
- Not feeling emotionally ready to raise a child
- Not having a father in the picture
- Lack of resources to provide for a child, including family support
- Hope that the child will grow up in a different environment
Writing a Letter to Your Child
If you're still afraid that your child may resent or hate you for choosing adoption, you could write a letter or make a video that explains your decisions. In fact, many open adoptions involve an exchange of emails, photos, and videos back and forth between the adoptive family and birth family.
As you write a letter to your child, you have the opportunity to explain to your child that you wanted to provide him or her with two loving parents, financial stability, and more opportunities for success. Share your reasons for choosing adoption with your child, and that it was done out of your love for them. You can tell him or her why you selected the adoptive parents that you did. You may even see your own emotions shifting when you relay this information to your child.
When your child has this letter from you, he or she knows your story. You can discuss your hobbies, appearance, and strengths so that your child can compare them to their own. By connecting in this way, your child will also discover their own story, which is a powerful thing. It helps build a positive connection.
In this communication, you can also allow your child to get to know other members of your family, including his or her birth father. In fact, the birth father may even have his fears alleviated by writing his own letter to his child.
Express Gratitude and Positivity
When you communicate with your child, make sure to speak positively about his or her adoption and adoptive parents. You can also strengthen your child's opinion of you by expressing gratitude. It can help to share with your child how thankful you are to have had the option of adoption at a difficult point in your life.
It's normal to feel resentment, anger, and other negative emotions after you place. Expressions of gratitude and thanks can go a long way in showing your child that they are where they are meant to be.
The Long-Term Impact of Open Adoption
Adoption can have lifetime effects, and most of them are positive nowadays. Many people have a negative view of adoption based on stories they have heard from the past. Adoption used to be something people did not want to talk about. Today, the landscape of adoption has changed so much. People talk about their feelings, and children can learn more about their birth family without shame.
Open adoption has changed things, and you no longer have to ask, "Will my child hate me for choosing adoption?" You can rest assured, trusting that one day, even if it is not today, your child will grow to appreciate that you gave them the best gift possible: a loving family and opportunities for success.
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