Have you been struggling with the worry and fear behind the "what if?" and "what will happen when/if...?" questions during your adoption journey? Be encouraged by this perspective from Jesus Calling by Sarah Young:
"Rehearsing your troubles results in experiencing them many times, whereas you are meant to go through them only when they actually occur. Do not multiply your suffering in this way! Instead, come to Me, and relax in My Peace. I will strengthen you and prepare you for this day, transforming your fear into confident trust."